Just give it a rest. You've had enough and its time to let it go. Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life, define yourself. Always be proud of who you are and what you stand for, even when it seems impossible. Don't worry about what others are saying, follow your heart and do what you feel is best for YOU. Some may never understand and most likely won't. You are special, very special. Be special!